Thursday, April 16, 2009

Ear infections.. chicken pot pie...

So this morning Z woke at 1:30am screaming. she didn't stop till 7:3oam. Needless to say i ran into work and made lesson plans and made the earliest appointment possible. as i'm driving there, i'm just hoping it's teething and not a 4th ear infection. when we get there, her temperature starts rising and she is worn out. we finally see the doctor and she confirms my worst fear, not one, but two ear infections. ARG. She told me there pretty much isn't anything i can do about it aside from keeping her hands clean and not letting her drink out of a bottle (for some reason the sucking motion makes it harder for the ear canals to drain). so another round of antibiotics and $15 in sippy cups later and we were home by 1:30pm. Z has been sleeping since around 2pm and wakes up every 30 or so minutes but doesn't open her eyes, she just cries. poor poor girl.

In the mean while, i've cleaned the whole house, minus vaccumming and mopping. i have started dinner. i'm attempting my second go around of chicken pot pie. last time i made it the bottom crust didn't cook like it was supposed to. we'll see how it turns out. i'll get started on it in about an hour.

on a side note: your dishwasher officially took a crap today. Poor aaron, now has to stress about how we are going to pay for it. AND our sprinkler system is on the funk so that needs to be replaced as well (we just got sod in, and it needs to be watered at certain times for a specific amount of time, otherwise it will die or drown)... system is on the fritz and waters whenever it wants to for however long it wants to. nearly drowned my citrus trees and the veggies growing in it.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

My little family..

I love my family so much. I truely do have an amazing husband, no matter how much i bitch at him. He does everything in his power to provide for me what he think and sometimes knows i want. he does anything i ask him to do and without reservation. He is nearly selfless. :)

I have the most perfect daughter. yes, she gets on my nerves sometimes but i would never trade her for ANYTHING.

I really have some things on the inside that i need to work on. number uno is trust. for some reason, i've got ginormous trust issues... almost for no reason. i need to really do some soul searching to figure out what'sjavascript:void(0) going on.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

First blog= Vent blog

Why is that no matter how much A and I put ourselves out there we aren't included? I am so sick of this back and forth in our "friendship". I wanted things to get better and to work out, I thought we still had fridge rights BUT it's apparent we don't and you are just not adult enough to tell us. Rather you just let us sit on the side line, thinking nothing is wrong and constantly ignoring us.

Well, I'm done. I will no longer put myself out there. I am going to not invite you to things nor will I go out of my to see if I'm invited to things you plan. I can take a hint and know when I'm not wanted.

I'm trusting in God to help me deal with this in an appropriate way rather then ripping you a new on either in person or on your little Facebook status update.

And you wonder why we continue talking about moving to Seattle....